Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me of you and every song I heard somehow related to you. I hate days like today, because they remind me of the one thing I dont have.
There are reasons we met, reasons for the good times and reasons for the bad times, and most importantly a reason to end. It's not that we aren't meant to be together, I think that we're just not ready for forever, right? Just as what you once told me to end things up.
Saying I don't miss you is a total lie. I know I'm not completely over you. You still cross my mind several times a day, but with each one of those times, a feeling of contempt also passes through my heart. Maybe if this happens enough, my heart will become completely hardened to you, and I'll get to the point where you don't affect me anymore. Perhaps.
But anyways. I would like to thank you, for showing me a part of myself that I have never seen. Yeah we were young and dumb, but it still was fun and cute and I guess these things just tend to be one of the sweetest memory in my life and I hope you feel the same.
Somehow I know we'll meet again, not quite sure where and not sure when, but your in my heart so until then. Goodbye. =)
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