HALO

I AM BACK! :D LONG TIME NO SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

一句简单的生日快乐对你来说真的有那么困难吗？
没有生气，也没有责怪
只是，失望。
心冷了，也看清了。

S.O.S

Been thinking hard of a question lately which has been annoying me for soooooooo lonngg!

SHOULD I CUT MY HAIR SHORTER???

Well, I don't mean the "short" which is really short like armpit or shoulder length but just it's-obvious-that-your-hair-is-shorter-than-before length. The very main reason I feel like cutting it shorter is that I'm really SICK of the freaking split ends which can always get me into bad mood ugh! Uhm am actually not sure if they're split ends but my hair is really dry and the ends are kind of brittle :(

Sometimes I really envy some of the girls who can bare with the surrounding hotness and stuffiness and leave their loooonngggggg hair down instead of tying them up messily and make the hair not-as-nice-as-it was-before-leaving-my-room like I do! HOW did they do it??????????? :O

Nah, i just love having long hair :/ as I can do more styles with it ( despite I'm not really good in it). And you know the best thing about long hair is there are also so many different styles that are available to you especially a really nicer and more natural wavy curls. (: and I bet that I'll DEFINITELY regret if i really go and cut it shorter!

Many of my friends been telling me that I SHOULD keep my hair long as I look better in long hair cuz it suits me well, and it's like one of my signature too. Haha is it? =P

Anyways! I just got myself a Hair Recovery Treatment and a bottle of Leave On Serum. It's time to start saving my poor little lovely long hair! SO I'll see how far the condition of my hair can improve before having to cut it, emm shorter! :/

MARS

Been too obsessed with this drama lately. It's quite an old drama but since I've finished ALL the recent new Taiwan dramas and because of I "caught my eyes" on Vic Zhou after watching Meteor Garden and Black & White weeks ago so....yeah! :b




Awww, he sure is a guy who "Pretty" can define well. ;)

Failed

I start to forget you and then someone says your name or something smells like you or someone has your smile and I lose all the progress I made.

Note to self:

He doesn't care anymore.

Don't love

me. if you never think of taking the risk.

So goodbye

Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me of you and every song I heard somehow related to you. I hate days like today, because they remind me of the one thing I dont have.

There are reasons we met, reasons for the good times and reasons for the bad times, and most importantly a reason to end. It's not that we aren't meant to be together, I think that we're just not ready for forever, right? Just as what you once told me to end things up.

Saying I don't miss you is a total lie. I know I'm not completely over you. You still cross my mind several times a day, but with each one of those times, a feeling of contempt also passes through my heart. Maybe if this happens enough, my heart will become completely hardened to you, and I'll get to the point where you don't affect me anymore. Perhaps.

But anyways. I would like to thank you, for showing me a part of myself that I have never seen. Yeah we were young and dumb, but it still was fun and cute and I guess these things just tend to be one of the sweetest memory in my life and I hope you feel the same.

Somehow I know we'll meet again, not quite sure where and not sure when, but your in my heart so until then. Goodbye. =)






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Fullstop

A small dot can stop a big sentence, but few more dots can give continuity. That's why every ending can be a new beginning.

Appreciate

I like to remind myself I was lucky enough to have had so much wonderful moments with you.

I don't wanna grow up

Sometimes I wish I was a little girl again, 

because bruised knees heal faster than broken hearts.

Don't underestimate me

I am suck, but your more.

Oh sorry i mean,

perhaps your more.

and one thing,

which i am so sure,

your so damn high-estimate  yourself, and,

you'll always sucker than me in being ME,

just like i love and enjoy eating very much but you don't :)

" PRO people don't need anything desperately to show that they are PRO. "

What's actually on your mind?

Your weird like Patrick :O

I used to forget how bad the things would happen everytimes I laugh so hard. 

♥

喜欢一个人，你怎么能分辨自己是真的喜欢，还是你只是喜欢他陪在你身边的感觉?
When you like someone, how can you differentiate whether you really do like him, OR you just like the feeling of  being with and to have him accompany by your side?

Is that true?

A relationship doesn't need any promises, terms or conditions..it just need two wonderful persons “one who can trust  and one who can understand”.
You did give tons of promises, too much. 
but free some of your time and think bout it, did you really mean it?
What else could i believe in the future?

How could you

How could you left me alone tonight

How could you not to accompany by my side tonight

I used to place you super duper close to me every night

I used to smell that fragrance of yours to have a good good night

I used to hold you tight every night until i fall asleep

I used to lie my head on you when i have nose blockage 

I used to see you lying in my arms when i wake up in the morning

I used to kiss you whenever i leave our sweet lovely warm nest

but how am i gonna sleep without you tonight and tomorrow night?

it's exactly 2 nights do you know?

so suffering and torturing

i'm gonna miss you until i go crazy

you don't know how much your absence can bring me to the edge of collapse

and IF i can, 

i'll do anything just to get you back,

even run hundreds kilometres from here back to hometown just to grab you back from papa's car,

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oh my Smelly Dearest Loveliest BOLSTER :( 

受伤后才突然发现，
原来可以敏捷地用肢体来跳舞是件很幸福的事。

Yerrr pray for my sprained foot to recover faster!
I NEED IT SO BADLY for my dancing night next Saturday,
which is so soon.
That perhaps gonna be my last dancing performance in my entire high school life.
I really want to dance my best ,
with no regret.
For the dancing troupe,
for the dancing teacher who had taught me so much and made me today,
for all the dancing members who had been through all these days together,
and for myself.
SO God,
heal me faster please!
I want and need my powerful and tagap foot back so I can dance till the fullest on that day.
I beg You =(

对“弹子宫”的第一印象

初二刚进舞蹈团的时候
一个学姐跟我说：“进来舞蹈团每个星期六都要练 Tan Zi Gong”
拼音相同
结果我把Tan Zi Gong 听成“弹子宫”
就想：“哈哈，够Geli oh, 搞笑咩?? ”

结果隔天星期六热完身后
伟义就说：“来，去搬毯子，练Tan Zi Gong!”
结果我整个人就吓呆了：
HAR?!! 真的要弹子宫??! 跳舞罢了WOR有必要要弹子宫咩??!! 死咯
整个人立刻缩去一边
还找借口上厕所想溜掉

然后...
看到旧团员们一个接一个在毯子上前滚，后滚，三角顶，下腰，前桥，......
才知道!
原来！
所谓的 Tan Zi Gong
并不是弹子宫，
而是
毯子功

当初认为毯子功很恐怖
简直不是给人练的
结果
真的要感谢它
就是
毯子功
让我变TAGAP! =D

我费楼了8科

看星座书说：

天蝎座的男生喜欢拥有神秘感的女生，sheet.
天蝎座的男人喜欢斯文又温柔的女生，sheet.
天蝎座的男人喜欢很会运动的女生，sheet.
天蝎座的男人喜欢有气质的女生，sheet.
天蝎座的男人喜欢个性沉稳的女生，sheet.
天蝎座的男人喜欢成熟、个性稳重的女生，sheet.
天蝎座的男人喜欢自信满满、表现出坦荡气魄的女生，sheet.
天蝎座的男人喜欢性感的女生，sheet.

我，FAIL惨了。

Every time I look around
My eyes lay upon an empty seat, of you
My mind start to race
Thinking about you

The sparkle in your eyes
Every time you ever smiled
The things that you'd do
Whenever I was down

A look that could make the world go round
That is no longer here
Feel that the world has stop spinning
Deep inside of me.

and yes,
I miss the days we were sitting together
I miss you... ='(

' Our life is full of COLOURS ,
and every colour has its own meanings. '

You're the one who told me this

My dear
Remember
No matter what happen
Always be strong and , be brave =)

The cutest and sweetest babe in the world
* Well I mean, the little monkey kissed by him =P