How could you

How could you left me alone tonight

How could you not to accompany by my side tonight

I used to place you super duper close to me every night

I used to smell that fragrance of yours to have a good good night

I used to hold you tight every night until i fall asleep

I used to lie my head on you when i have nose blockage 

I used to see you lying in my arms when i wake up in the morning

I used to kiss you whenever i leave our sweet lovely warm nest

but how am i gonna sleep without you tonight and tomorrow night?

it's exactly 2 nights do you know?

so suffering and torturing

i'm gonna miss you until i go crazy

you don't know how much your absence can bring me to the edge of collapse

and IF i can, 

i'll do anything just to get you back,

even run hundreds kilometres from here back to hometown just to grab you back from papa's car,

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oh my Smelly Dearest Loveliest BOLSTER :(